Its a shame....

Hump day Treadmill Treats Its a shame... Recently God decided to shake my life up yet again... my landlords decided to sell my townhouse out of the blue, when they told me, promised me that they had no plans to do so when I first moved in and yet less than a year after I moved in, now they decide to sell, really?? My first thought was its a shame that I can't trust my ex, he is a great real estate broker and it would have been nice to be able to have his knowledge in this but no, he hates me, he won't even come to the same party I am at because I will be there. Recently dear friends of ours had a fifteenth birthday for their daughter, we were both invited, he told our friends he wasn't coming because I would be there. 1st of all that makes him look really petty (I guess hence the name all of my friends gave him Mr.Petty) 2nd why is he still using me? I told my friends the truth, he never liked their parties, I was always the one to drag him there 3rd isn't it a shame that he did me wrong for so many years and he still can't own what he did, forgive and move on. Look I have owned my part and forgave him of his, I wish him joy in his life,no harm, karma will do its thing to him, my job is to forgive, learn my lessons, let go and move on. I am friends with every one of my ex's , there was a reason I fell in love with them, some good qualities, that doesn't go away, you fall out of love, your young and stupid, you grow apart, but that doesn't mean you have to hate each other. Its a shame that he still holds on to hatred because I found my voice, that he no longer could control me.Its a shame that we still have two young daughters that we will have a lot of functions to go to together, I will be there, its a shame he won't. Its a shame he is still doing what he did to me to his girls and that he is pushing them away like he did me, it's a shame that they have daddy issues already and I pray that I showed them and taught them enough so they don't repeat the same mistakes I did. So today my friends don't let past issues effect your today's, forgive, pray for them (the bible says pray for your enemies)and realize that at anytime you can change it so it won't be a shame... www.treadmilltreats.wordpress.com