Clearing out my space

Clearing out my space

The other night as I was speaking to a friend, she prophesied over my life. She told me God had big things in store but I had to do some work before this could happen.

I already knew this, I knew he put in my spirit to start these videos, he wanted me to close these dead end doors for good, to know my self worth, to be able to walk the walk and talk the talk to my readers and not just do, "the do as I say, not as I do routine"

I decided to clear out my home as well, I smugged and anointed my home and I prayed for clarity and peace in my life. I gave thanks for the lessons I have learned, even the ones that hurt the most as they all make us grow into better people.

But I can tell you afterwards, temptation came out and after me.
The man I fell hard for came back at me...but I kept getting all of these signs, memes like "keep the door closed, walk away"
I kept hearing songs on the radio, about not going back, friends suddenly calling and speaking on this topic, it was wild.

Eventually the signs overwhelmed me and I came to my senses to leave it where it needs to be...in the past.
This is not what God has for me, I am waiting for one that values me and love me unconditionally. I need not to convince a man of my worth, take crunbs or be an afterthought.

I have other things I must focus on, lessons I must learn so I can teach them to others.
I have this purpose and I know this as I keep getting signs for it as well.
So then why are we so hard headed? Why do we want what we want, when we want it?
Why do we chase things that are clearly no good for us? When so many friends and family keep telling us things we already know, yet we have that need to get burned one more time, why? Because the last 5 times didn't hurt enough and it takes that 5th time to realize "Shit, that hurt"

No, I have big plans for my life, God has big plans for my life and I will no longer sell myself short, I will no longer let people who are not worthy take up space in my life. You need to know your worth, you need to know what benefits you and what is there to use you and hurt you.

You have intuition for a reason, use it, trust it, it will never lie to you. You need to believe what others that love you say about you, that your kind, that your a good man or woman, that your a ride or die chick.
That there aren't many men like you out there, these are the qualities others see and love in you. So then why is it so hard for us to believe them and know them in ourselves?
These are the things we need to change, to walk away from in the beginning as soon as we see them, not to stay to try to convince the other person what we clearly are.

There is a season for everything and my season is coming, I know it, I believe it as sure as I am breathing. I will wait, I will listen, I will value myself enough not to discount myself for someone who is clearly not worthy of what I am offering, you also need to believe this, so we will go through this journey together.

I want to thank everyone who has reached out to me, especially since I've been doing my weekly videos. We are walking this path together, I will try to inspire you just as you inspire me to do better, we are not perfect but we are worthy.

So today my friends remember to clear out your space, mentally, physically and spiritually. You need to stand up tall, own your self worth and be able to tell others who don't, it's time to leave, that there is no room in your life for them, as you need the room for someone who will come and love and appreciate all you have to offer, start today by clearing out your space.

"Be the change you want to see"
 
"And just when the caterpillar thought his life over...he turned into a beautiful butterfly"

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The other night as I was speaking to a friend, she prophesied over my life. She told me God had big things in store but I had to do some work before this could happen.

I already knew this, I knew he put in my spirit to start these videos, he wanted me to close these dead end doors for good, to know my self worth, to be able to walk the walk and talk the talk to my readers and not just do, "the do as I say, not as I do routine"

I decided to clear out my home as well, I smugged and anointed my home and I prayed for clarity and peace in my life. I gave thanks for the lessons I have learned, even the ones that hurt the most as they all make us grow into better people.

But I can tell you afterwards, temptation came out and after me.
The man I fell hard for came back at me...but I kept getting all of these signs, memes like "keep the door closed, walk away"
I kept hearing songs on the radio, about not going back, friends suddenly calling and speaking on this topic, it was wild.

Eventually the signs overwhelmed me and I came to my senses to leave it where it needs to be...in the past.
This is not what God has for me, I am waiting for one that values me and love me unconditionally. I need not to convince a man of my worth, take crunbs or be an afterthought.

I have other things I must focus on, lessons I must learn so I can teach them to others.
I have this purpose and I know this as I keep getting signs for it as well.
So then why are we so hard headed? Why do we want what we want, when we want it?
Why do we chase things that are clearly no good for us? When so many friends and family keep telling us things we already know, yet we have that need to get burned one more time, why? Because the last 5 times didn't hurt enough and it takes that 5th time to realize "Shit, that hurt"

No, I have big plans for my life, God has big plans for my life and I will no longer sell myself short, I will no longer let people who are not worthy take up space in my life. You need to know your worth, you need to know what benefits you and what is there to use you and hurt you.

You have intuition for a reason, use it, trust it, it will never lie to you. You need to believe what others that love you say about you, that your kind, that your a good man or woman, that your a ride or die chick.
That there aren't many men like you out there, these are the qualities others see and love in you. So then why is it so hard for us to believe them and know them in ourselves?
These are the things we need to change, to walk away from in the beginning as soon as we see them, not to stay to try to convince the other person what we clearly are.

There is a season for everything and my season is coming, I know it, I believe it as sure as I am breathing. I will wait, I will listen, I will value myself enough not to discount myself for someone who is clearly not worthy of what I am offering, you also need to believe this, so we will go through this journey together.

I want to thank everyone who has reached out to me, especially since I've been doing my weekly videos. We are walking this path together, I will try to inspire you just as you inspire me to do better, we are not perfect but we are worthy.

So today my friends remember to clear out your space, mentally, physically and spiritually. You need to stand up tall, own your self worth and be able to tell others who don't, it's time to leave, that there is no room in your life for them, as you need the room for someone who will come and love and appreciate all you have to offer, start today by clearing out your space.

"Be the change you want to see"
 
"And just when the caterpillar thought his life over...he turned into a beautiful butterfly"

***Now available***
My book The blessing in Disguise
Selling on my website:

Http://www.treadmilltreats.com

And on Amazon.com

http://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/0692437398/ref=mp_s_a_1_13?qid=1462358109&sr=1-13&pi=AC_SX236_SY340_FMwebp_QL65&keywords=the+blessing+in+Disguise

http://www.am6azon.com/gp/aw/d/0692437398/ref=mp_s_a_1_12?qid=1434452632&sr=8-12&pi=AC_SX110_SY165_QL70&keywords=the+Blessing+in+Disguise

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