I Write How I Feel
I Write How I Feel I sometimes look back and think I really wish I could blog about stupid things again. Horrible dates, my kids leaving dishes in the sink, what I ate for dinner last night or the last movie I watched. I really would like to be able to be light and funny again when I write my blogs. But unfortunately, I write how I feel. My blog comes from my heart, it comes from my soul. This is the gift that God has given me, is me and I can't change how I feel. I can't. I can't be fake because I had been fake for so many years in my abusive marriage.Trying to show the world something I wasn't. The perfect wife with the “perfect” family when we were actually a dumpster fire but I can no longer do that. So I have to be real and I have to write about what I'm feeling. And what I'm feeling at this very moment in time is sadness, it is disbelief, it's fear and yes, it is anger. I cannot sit here and pretend that I'm okay with everything that's going ...
