Keeping The Faith
Keeping the faith Sometimes it's hard to keep the faith, even as a "Christian" it is still hard to keep the faith. Just because you gave your life over to God doesn't make you automatically get and keep faith. There are plenty of times during my walk that I've asked, no, that I've screamed and cried out to God, why me? How many times has my faith waiver and I thought "Is this ever going to change?" But I've learned that it comes in his time and not ours. This week I posted a meme and it said “I now have the things I used to pray for” and that was another Oprah light bulb moment for me because it was so true. I remember being in that horribly verbal abusive marriage and crying every night because I hated my life so bad. I would pray and envision the life I wanted. I could see everything, my new home, the way I would feel, friends, my happiness and joy, once I was gone. But year after year I was still there, in this terrible situation and I would c...
