My emotions run high

Tuesday Treadmill Treats

My emotions run high

Yesterday I wrote a blog about friendship at the moment I was truly hurt. I know I let my emotions run my life, I am all in or all out,  I love big! I am a friend for life, there is nothing small about me except my statue.

So when people who are supposed to be "friends " hurt me I take that to heart and I let my emotions overrule my brain.
When I thought better of it I decided to take down the post because I didn't want to put that energy out there. 
I am constantly trying to be a better person and believe me it is not always easy, I definitely screw it up a lot. But I am never to big to admit my mistakes and say I am sorry.

I am not sorry about my feelings, I still feel the same way. I am sorry that I wrote about them while they were still so fresh and I was so hurt, see when you do that it comes from another place in your soul, you know the saying hurt people...hurt people, its the place that is hurt and trying to lash out to retaliate and that's not the place I want to reside at anymore.

I want to live in a state of peace and joy and even though that is not always possible, my reactions to others are possible, as I control them (or try to for the most part)
I am Italian and Puerto Rican and I am quick to jump with my emotions from 0-70 in 1 second  but I have to learn to step back, look at the situation, pray and then decide what to do about it.

I am and probably will be hurt for a while but I realized that everything happens for a reason and so I am looking for the reason.

So today my "friends" remember life is too short... maybe the reason is that there are some people who are meant to be in your life for a season, not forever, the ride is not for everyone and sometimes when your train is heading up the mountain it is better to know now who is pushing with you and who is pulling on the brakes trying to hold you back, the path is hard enough without carrying dead weight...let it go...cut it loose... there is an incredible view at the top that is only there for those who had your back while getting there.

"Be the change you want to see"

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