Trusting God Knows Best

Trusting God Knows Best

So if you know me or follow me you know that I am a big believer. This walk is for me, I know that I am not perfect and it doesn't matter what anyone has to say about it or me. Only what God says. 

Saying all that I must say that I am human. I ask why God why? And when God when? They are always questions I ask or cry as I am yelling to God. (Hello! Not perfect part here!)

So when I've been praying recently for the last year about my child, it's been hard for me. Every morning when my eyes open I pray this prayer. Every morning for a year. Talk about praying mothers, well when you're looking at her. Yesterday as I was in my car listening to a song about how life kicked me and how hard it's been. But I still “Celebrate me” all I've done and all I've come through.  

I was crying because I don't want my daughter to have to go through what I've been through. This was so rough for me, hating my life and myself. Being stuck in that abusive marriage with 2 young girls to raise on my own. With an ex who fought me every step of the way. Crying myself to sleep every night and praying for years for the strength to leave. I would take the pain again just so she wouldn't have to go through this.

I know this is on God's time not mine and I also know that sometimes God allows you to go get your pain until you're ready to ask for his help and even then it ain't happening overnight. I can tell you that! It was 5 years before God changed things or maybe I needed to change before I left my marriage. But this is my child, I don't want her to have to go through this. As a mother you are willing to die for your child and I would if it would help her. But as a believer I know that I must let her make her own mistakes and “get her pain” as me and my girlfriend who's been there, say all the time because we know that this is how this works. We didn't want anyone to tell us anything back in the day. We “loved” them, we wanted a better life, we wanted to get away from where we were. We poo pooed the warning signs, we made excuses, they loved us, we wanted that “lifestyle”

Yes, we have been there and we know the outcome and we are trying to warn you. Trust us, you don't want these lessons or that pain that absolutely will come to you. 

So today my friends, maybe this message was more for me than you, today. Maybe God is trying to tell me something. Maybe some of you may know this hardship and need this word, whatever it may be I know that I have to keep believing that God knows best. I have to trust God, and I have to keep praying that she will learn the lessons fast and change where she is at. But I also know that we all need to be the change we want to see. Only you can do that.

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