Its amazing how time changes things....

Thursday Treadmill Treats It's amazing how time changes things. .. Yesterday I didn't go to the gym, yes I am human and I was feeling that tired and my bed felt that good that I rolled over and skipped out. By the time I woke up it was late and I had to go to work, so no time to write my blog, now I write this 5 days a week and I know I am blessed enough to have people follow me, so I feel guilty if I don't do it. (one day soon I will get paid just to do this and won't have to punch a clock and can sleep in past that ungodly hour of 5 am!) Yesterday I cheated, I ran an best of blog, okay shoot me! Did you miss the part of me only being human? Anyway when I reread it, I've realized how much I've grown as a writer. I was impressed with myself , not that it was horrible, but I have gotten deeper, I now know my purpose and I think that helps, it flows now as I know this is what I was born to do. Even my thinking has changed, when someone asks me what I do, I no longer say first that I am a professional organizer, I say I am a writer, I write a blog and I have my first book coming out soon. That is who I am now , I know that with every once of who I am. I am even much better with my grammar, you will be happy to hear that my dear friend Grammar Natzi, yes I have grown in every way. But what really amazed me the most was even back then, while I was in the mist of my storm, still married, lost and broken, I talked about hope and faith, I mentioned my Ny Times bestseller, even then I was grateful and gave thanks. I spoke it into the atmosphere and believe it even then. That shocked me, how much faith I had in my darkest hour, that I still beleived that things would turn around. Wow that is huge, how many of you give up hope its bad and say it always will be this way or you say everything in my life sucks, you don't give thanks for the blessings you do have? But here I was dying inside yet I had hope and faith and I was praising God for what I did have, yes I have faith now , I am happy and at peace but to realize that I always had this strong faith makes my faith that much stronger! So today my friends even when you are in your darkest hours,pray, praise, hope believe... because I am living proof that things will get better, that prayers do come true... www.treadmilltreats.wordpress.vom