I never thought....2

I never thought....

I know we've all been here, we all at one time or another felt this way.
We have all said these words...
I know alot of my friends are going through this now...so this is my ode to you all....

I know you never thought you would fall... you kept saying this is a for now guy...not a forever guy....
Yes, there was this amazing chemistry, something you hadn't felt in years, but you thought that was just that...chemistry.

You had fun, you went out, you talked about your lives, your hopes and your dreams. The more time you spent together the more you wanted to see them. They said they wanted 50 years. ... When they held you in their arms, it was as if your souls knew each other, as if they called out to each other.

When you danced, it was if your bodies knew the same rhythm as if you had been dancing together forever....

When you slept in their arms, you felt peace, you felt safe, you felt loved.

There are so many things that you miss...their smile, their laugh, the way they sang to you...
How you danced in the kitchen, the way they called you beautiful....
How they ran their hands through your hair and touched your face as they kissed you.
You miss their smell, their lips, the way they made you feel so special.

You should be angry, you should blast them...but you can't...you know they are hurt, you know they've been broken....you know because you've been there....you know how broken feels.

You know they push people away, but you also know hurt people hurt people.... you know because you've hurt people....you know the wall they built...to protect their heart....

You know they run when they get too close ....how do you know all of this? Because you were that person.... because you were also afraid, you were lost and hurt....

You know the pain....and you are sorry....truly sorry for it.....
but they have to decide to move forward, they have to accept what has happened, they have to forgive and not look back...
They have to do this for them...
They have to do this to move on, to follow their purpose, to know that this is something that happened to them but it does not define who they are.

You know you have a big heart just like them, you know you will have your heart broken again...but it's okay....it may hurt like hell....like now.....but it will get better and life is not worth living without love.

Without someone that loves you and has your back, someone is is not just your lover but your best friend as well.
Life is not worth living...without giving of yourself, without making someone else happy, without love....

We might have no idea where this path might lead us...but be grateful to have touched souls with them, be grateful to know  that you are not afraid to give yourself to someone, to be able to open up and feel yet again.

So thank them for that.... whether or not you get your heart broken again...at least you know your heart works....and that you are doing what we were all called here to do....love one another.

"Be the change you want to see"
 
"And just when the caterpillar thought his life over...he turned into a beautiful butterfly"

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