Keeping the faith....

As I am writng this book I realized that even through all of the bad times I have always had faith, I always knew it would her better don't ask me how it was always inside of me that undying belief that even as dark as it was and I had hit rock bottom and could hardley get out of bed,I could still the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow and I was thankful that I knew god was there for me , I knew that he was going to make things better. This was something I needed to get through to test my faith,to learn a lesson to come out on the other side with a testimony ! I could picture myself happy ,full of joy in a new space ,without pain . I seen it ,I knew it was coming as long as I believed! Hell I even had the word "believe " tatooed on my foot so that every day I would see it and know I believed ! That I believed in god,in love ,in myself ,that anything was possible if you believed! There is nothing you cant do if you believe and have faith! Yes there are times my faith is tested and I wish somethings would come faster but I have to just hold on to that belief and get past the doubt and haters right back to faith! So when my bishop said last night about god putting something in your soul that you know you have to do that message was for me ! I have to ,I need to write this book on verbal abuse ,this is my mission to be able to give others their voice back ,I will be their voice until they are strong enough to find theirs! I will not stop because this is what is burning in my soul! This is what god gave me ,my gift for all the pain I went through so that I may be a blessing to others! So my wish for you my friends is that you keep the faith,that you "believe " that you too follow the dream god put in your soul, believe me it is an incrediable journey !