My letter from God..

If you read my blog yesterday you would know I have been going through a rough patch not that my faith is gone but just questioning why ? Haven't I been through enough pain? Why is it that it seems people who do the most unkind things get blessed? Yet when your trying to do your best and living in gods word get dropped kicked yet again why? You cry out. Yes I am human and even though I preach inspriational things every day life gets to me too! But then god gives you signs .... As I was on the phone with my friend crying about what was happening I go to the mail box and there is a letter I don't know who its from ,I open it up and its from my church The Faith Center and what does the letter say "why do you doubt gods word,has he not promised you , he is not man he will fulfill his promises for he has greater plans for you than you could ever dream for yourself " I started talking my friend asked what happened through the tears I said " I just got a letter from god" yes when my heart was breaking and I was questioning why and when god sent me yet another sign and when I went to church last night because I so needed to feel part of a loving community Pastors word was about the power of prayer ,prayer changes things this is your season did I cry yet again in church, you know I did! But it was tears of joy not desperation it was tears of belief that even though I don't deserve it god is still showing me that I am in his grace.I realize that I have nothing to worry about what is going to be is going to be and though it might look like others have blessings that god will be judge and jury on his time, my job is not to try to understand gods reason or timing just to have faith, keep on my path and know that god is listening and to know when the time is just right god will reveal his plan for me.