So happy being me

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So happy being me

Last night was open house for my baby, yes I know she is a junior in high school but she will always be my baby to me.
( if you have kids, you get it )

I had to see my ex husband while I was there, it was probably the first time in almost a year that I've seen him ( I told you I was blessed... )

I was of course, was the first one to say hello (he definitely wasn't going to)
I tried to make small talk about the girls and genuinely tried to be nice.

Look, I have nothing against this man anymore, I was once in love with him enough to marry him and have children with him, I forgave him for what he did in the marriage, I forgave myself, I've learned so many lessons that I needed to and I have moved on with my life.

I wish him peace and happiness but most of all I wish him the knowledge to change so that he may be a better dad to his girls.

Sitting there next to him I realized how truly happy I am being me now. I love myself, I am comfortable in my own skin again, I am not trying to be who I am not. I am not perfect, I fall down, I screw up, I get it and it's still okay, it's me and I am happy with it.

I no longer care what others think of me, I no longer have to hide or worry about if they find out that I am not perfect, I beat them to the punch by putting it all out here on my blog!

I wake up every day with a thank you on my lips, I go to the gym with a spring in my step and a smile on my face. I may not have all I had before but I have a home, food in the refrigerator and a God that provides for me even when I don't know how to.

My new home is filled with peace and joy, with laughs and kindness and my girls are blossoming with the  love we share.

I feel grateful for everything I have, so much so that sometimes I actually cry because I am so filled with gratitude.

So today my friends, I know there are so many of you out there reading this...you have lost yourself, your not happy, your stuck, your misrable, you can't see past your pain, I am here to tell you there is another way, you can be happy with you, just the way you are, warts and all... that is what makes you uniquely you...
Embrace it, take joy in it and be grateful and happy  just being you.

Be the change you want to see"

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