My Life Should Be #Icantmakethisshitup

My Life Should be

#Icantmakethisshitup 

Yes, sometimes I have to laugh at all the stuff that happens to me. When I tell people stories, they can't believe that all that crap can happen to one person. Yeah, I feel the same way sometimes and it's my life.

So many people only see the amazing in my life, the trips, the parties, the fun life I lead, that is because I don't whine or cry about the stuff that comes at me. I don't go around and say "oh poor me, this happened, that happened, and my life sucks"

No, I deal with it with a smile and I keep going along with my day. So of course you think my life is a bed of roses obviously minus the thorns you don't see.

But if you are truly my friend you know the crap I've dealt with throughout my life and the storms have been in it.

I can clearly remember years ago when I lost my job, and when I had clients owing me lots of money. I remember having to make the decision to throw out my daughter who's bills I was paying for 5 months while she was unemployed and still didn't look for work. I knew that it was going to be hard but I needed to teach her life lessons, tough love. Which paid off by the way.

I can remember the year my identity was stolen yet again and my computer crashed, my car broke down all in the same week. And I think again, this shit can only happen to me. 

I remember a year that was incredible but was also trying.

I walked away from a man I truly loved because I knew we wanted two different things. I also ended a lifetime friendship, as I couldn't go on apologizing and still be beaten down for my mistake.

I lost a lot of people to covid. That year I also had wrist surgery and couldn't work for months. I spiraled into a deep depression which took months to pull myself out of.

Yes, it's been a hell of a ride for me.

Yet through all of it all I was in a state of peace. Whenever I have things coming at me or I've been stressed, mad or angry I ask for peace. I chose to focus on the good things, the trips, the friends, my church and my church family, the good times.

Hell, I bet that if I didn't tell you, you would have never guessed I was going through all of that.

And this is why people talk about my faith. They ask me how can I still have faith when all that crap is coming at me? It's because I know God has me. This is just a test for my testimony, this is making me stronger, and teaching me lessons I need to learn.

Lessons to never give up, to keep believing even when I can't see the sun. It has taught me to be grateful for all I have and from where I've come from because as bad as it is, I know what worst looks like. I have lived worst. 

Yes, I am human and sometimes I do have a pity party. I cry and ask God Why? When will it be my season? But in the morning I put back on my big girl panties and stick that smile on my face and grab my faith again while I walk out that door to do another 12 hour shift.

See one day I will be telling this to the world, to millions of others who might be going through the same situation and don't think they can make it. One day I hope to inspire others to say if she can do it, so can I.

To show others that it's okay to show that you're human, to make mistakes, to fall on your face and pick losers. That doesn't make you a loser, that makes you a survivor! It makes you a teacher, a person who is not afraid to inspire others with their failure.

That is a real living, breathing human being not an Instagram fake person with a perfect life.

So today my friends, remember even when your life seems like a sitcom, even when your thinking #thisshitonlyhappenstome

There is always tomorrow.

The sun will always shine after a storm. There is always a testimony from your test...you just have to laugh your way through and know that you're not the only one this shit happens to.

"Be the change you want to see"

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