When the message confirms what you need

I wrote last week about not getting what I thought I should have in my divorce,I prayed ,I tited, I was a blessing to others ,I had my church and friends pray,so when I walked out of the attorneys office with nothing I was mad, I was pissed! I felt betrayed by god really ? He had verbally abusive me for twenty four years and I get nothing how could this be possible? Yes I am human ,I get down ,I question my faith I am far from perfect! After a few days of praying and thinking I let it go god has a plan for me ,I thought maybe I needed to be humbled or if he was testing my faith ,I write an inspirational blog was I going to walk the talk? Was I going to still believe and have faith even when I didnt get what I prayed for? So yesterday at church Bishops message was "do you believe in good just in good times or when things dont go your way? God is challenging your faith,its is coming when he decides not you,but until then will you still believe? I am here to say I do! This is what he made me to do,inspire people I must walk the walk and talk the talk, I have to tell you how pissed I was to show you that we all have those feelings,but I will not give up ,I will try to figure out the lesson and learn from it and then write about to inspire you all! I now know the lesson I needed to to learn , that I needed to cut all ties, start over clean and no matter what keep my faith... I am blessed, I have a wonderful family ,incredible friends ,the best church and church family, I have my girls, our health and my God who I can always count on for my peace and joy which is priceless!!