Ego =Edging God out

I loved this when I heard this because it is so true Ego = edging God out, the more ego you have the less room God has to work in your life. I was talking to my cousin Carol yesterday and she asked me if I seen the warning signs with my ex husband from the beginning. YES!! after a month if us living together he came home and said he didn't like my two best friends, my childhood best friends, the only two friends I had in Florida. He said one was a whore and my other best friend was gay and he didn't want to hang out with "these people" he said make choice them or me. Now if I was in New York and he said this I would have said hit the road buddy! but I had just sold my business, I rented out my house , I moved 1800 miles to be with him, I told everyone I was in love, this was the one, how was I suppose to go home with my tail between my legs, say oops! Not really, thought he was the one, phych! Not! No, I was 24, I had big ego!I could never say I made such a huge mistake, no I saw the big red flags, the were all but smacking me in the face, that inner voice said run!!! But I couldn't humble myself to go home, I was full of myself! Not God of myself! So I set it up on how this relationship was going to go from that day forward, I let him know he had it over me, I stopping talking to my two best friends. Yes, when we are young we are full of ego, we know everything, we don't need anyone, we got this. And unfortunately some people still feel this way, I know now I can't do anything on my own accord, no I seek my God for all my answers. I no longer have ego, because frankly I am too stupid to make decisions on my own, hell, look at all the great ones I've made so far? Ha, I need all the help I can get! I have given ego up to help others, I tell you all the time, how I fall on my face, how I screw up, how bad I feel so that you might learn from my mistakes, that you might see yourself in one of my blogs and say I am going through that, I see the red flags, I think I am going to listen. Or if you already sped past them to know it will get better, you can change! you just need to have faith, to believe and to let go of your ego! We all need guidance, we all need help, we just have to be open and to be open you need to take the first step, admit you have a problem, decided you want to do something about it, don't worry about what others will say, let go of your ego and let God... That's it! That simple, now be still and listen, don't question, feel....you will know your answers, be still.... Believe me letting go is the best thing you can do, it is amazing what peace and joy you will feel when you kick ego to the curb. www.treadmilltreats.wordpress.com www.beachbodycoach.com/treadmilltreats

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