Yet I still Believe

Yet I still Believe

Yet I still Believe

I am rerunning this blog from years ago. I think this may be more for me than for you dear readers. As I need to have something to hold on to. 

So if you know me or follow me you know that I am a huge believer. I never throw my belief in anyone's face because many people in this world believe in different things and hey, whatever gets you through your day is fine with me. I only speak of what it does for me, if that works for you as well great, if not… Do you, Boo.

I know that in the last 12 years, my faith has gotten me through so many things I could have never done by myself. Amazing miracles, and crazy things have happened to me, that are unbelievable and could only be God. I have so many "God stories" and so many testimonies of his grace and his goodness in my life 

On days I thought I could no longer hold on, on days when I wanted to give up when I was in such pain, my faith kept me afloat, and my faith literally saved my life.

Even saying all that, I am human and sometimes as humans we falter and we question. There have been many nights that I cried myself to sleep. Many times I asked why. Why is my ex-husband still living the same lifestyle that I worked years building with him as I now struggle with 3 jobs? Where is karma?

Many times as I see others in happy relationships and I ask where is the man you have for me? I cry out to God, why did you give me this purpose if you don't want me to use it, why can't I do this full-time as you know my heart?

Yes, many times I question God and his plans for me. Sometimes I look over my remember when on Facebook and see how many times I said I believe this will happen and yet years later here I still am but yet I still believe...

How many times have I cried the same tears asking the same things, for how many years… and yet I still believe…

How many times have I lost friends or seen people moving into their purpose and I am still talking about mine even though I do all the work, every day and yet I still believe….

How many times have I spoken and envisioned my NY Times best-selling book and speaking on stages to inspire others with my testimony, and my international blog, and yet although it has not come to pass...yet I still believe….

I've learned no matter what, no matter what storm I am going through, I hold on to my faith. No matter how bad it seems, I will hold on. No matter how long it is taking, I hold on. When the world is laughing at me, telling me to give it up, I hold on. No matter how many troubles come my way, I hold on. No matter how many people I love that I lose, and how much I struggle to keep it together...I still hold on.

See, my faith is what keeps me going, it's what gets me through my darkest days. My faith is not based on my time but his and I know that he's done it before and he'll do it again. I must continue to learn to be patient. I must learn to hold on to this mustard seed size of faith, no matter what.

So today my friends, I know that when I am writing from my heart, and when I am hurt and feeling down, I know that others are going through it as well. This is not for the perfect Christians who never question God. But the imperfect ones who want it now, who are impatient and who are hanging on by a thread… This message is for us, just hold on...keep the faith, and no matter what, don't stop believing.

We have seen firsthand what he can do, we have seen his good works in our lives time and time again, so just hold on. These are just lessons we have to learn, this is just more tests for our testimonies. Follow my lead, and know it's okay to be human, to screw up, and to not always do the right thing. Just remember who Jesus picked for his disciples, a liar, a thief, a trader, a prostitute...not perfect people just like us.

He will still come through for you, he will come through for me because... 

yet we still believe.

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