Questioning God's Plan
Questioning God's Plan
Sometimes as strong as I am, and as much faith as I have, I question God. I get mad and yell at him. I ask why and when. It's not that I am not grateful for everything he has done for me, because each and every day I give thanks for his grace and mercy on my life but there are days that my heart hurts so much, that I am in pain, deep pain in my soul and I don't understand his plan.
Especially with all that is going on in this world right now. When so many people don't care about our hungry children, our aging elderly who have to pick between eating and their medications, or the men and women who served our country. The families that are just getting by while the rich keep getting richer and the poor keep getting poorer. Yes, I question where God is. Why is he letting this happen?
I can't imagine anyone going through as much as I have, even though I know it could be worse and it has been worse. Even though my life compared to others may seem like a walk in the park but when it's your life and you're going through it, sometimes it's the only thing you can feel. When you care about others, when you are an empath and feel things so much that it hurts all the time, yes, you question God.
I know he has great plans for me and others. I know that he gave us free will and yes, I know he gave me this gift and these testimonials to help others. I know he knows my heart, I know he sees people and what they are and are not doing to help others. I know that faith without work is dead and damn, I have been working it and yet I can't seem to get there. I ask what lessons I need to learn to get there, what else do I have to go through to bring me to that place but lately, I just question why the world is like it is. My gift doesn't seem relevant.
Even though I know this is my purpose, I need to know when I will be doing this, instead of struggling with doing these other things to pay my bills. What else can I do to get there? How can I help more people?
I know many people struggle with this, they also question God and his timing. This doesn't mean that you don't have faith or that you don't believe but that you're tired, you're just barely holding on and need to know if God listening to you.
I know that when I pray God gives me signs that I need and multiple signs because he knows that I am hard-headed. He gives all of us signs if we are willing to look for them. It may be a song that comes on at that moment, it may be a television show, a written word you happen upon, or a person that tells you something you need to hear. These are all signs from up above, telling you your answers.
I am here to tell you that we all feel this way, at one point or another. So many of us are lost, broken, and hurt by people we loved and trusted. We are all looking for meaning, for love, for peace, and for that message that keeps us holding on.
Sometimes we need to look inside ourselves to find God, to hear God's voice.
So today my friends I will leave you with this quote. "The great spiritual geniuses, whether it was Moses, Buddha, Plato, Socrates, Jesus or Emerson...have taught man to look within himself to find God" Ernest Holmes.
We need to realize that we cannot know everything, we can't control everything, and we can't make things happen in our time frame. It is on God's time, his plan, not ours and we need to realize this and know the plans he has for us even through these bad times.
"Be the change you want to see"
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