When you lose your peace, you'll do anything to get it back.
When you lose your peace, you will do anything to get it back
It took me a long time to get to this space I am in now. For years I didn't like myself, I hated my life and I was so unhappy. But what I learned is to take time out for me, to let go of the stuff I couldn't change and to find my inner peace and joy.
Let me tell you when you get to a place when you finally find your inner peace and something happens and your peace is disturbed, you feel it right away. There is an uneasiness that fills you, you start to worry about things,you feel off balanced and unsettled, just like how I used to feel in the past.
I don't ever want to go back to the days of darkness, where I couldn't see the sun, where I couldn't find anything to smile about. I will never go back to the place where I hated my life and myself. No, there will never be a return visit for me.
Each and every day I wake up, I choose to be happy. I choose to be grateful, I choose to see the world through rose colored glasses, it is a choice, my choice and I chose it, to have peace in my life.
I have girlfriends that have drama in their lives, and every day they want to drag me into their drama and I tell them, no way. Look, I love you but unless you choose to change, then you must like the situation you are in. How many times do you need to go through the same stuff expecting different results? It's called insanity!
I chose not to hang out with negative people, since they suck all the life out of you. I know this first hand as my grandmother was one of them. She was never happy, always complaining about this or this, she had the most negative energy and I swore I would never be like her. This is my life and I want and need to surround myself with people who are positive, happy and love life, even with all the ups and downs.
Life is a choice, there are choices you get to make every day, you chose not to do drugs, you chose not to steal or hurt people.You chose not to cheat or to cheat, to be miserable, or to be happy, these are choices you get to make every day, your choices. We live in the greatest country in the world, a country that allows you to choose, we are allowed that freedom, how great is that? So because of that any choice is on you, it is your decision and you have no one to blame but yourself.
It took me so very long to get to a place of peacefulness, every dark night I spent praying, every tear I cried, every time I cried out to God for help was worth it as I have found a place in my life that is so incredible that even as a writer, I have no words to describe this feeling!
I realized how precious this gift was when I was getting sucked back into the drama while I was dating Mr. Con Artist for those few months. It was then that I realized just how much I needed my peace. I felt I was swimming upstream against the current, fighting just to catch my breath, unbalanced and unprepared and honestly, who wants to live like that?
Especially during these times of quarantine, when you are stressing over everything, when it feels like you can't breathe, and you have no control over anything. Are you living like that? Is each day a struggle? Are you surrounded with negative people? Are you caught up in drama filled life? You need to choose you step out and step up to a better life, this is your life, people and you only get one trip. So why spend it worried, anxious, hateful, and miserable?
Isn't it better to feel peace and joy, gratefulness, forgiveness and be one with God and the universe?
I can tell you the answer is yes! Undoubtedly yes, it is.
So today my friends remember, today is a new day, God has given you another chance to change your life. It is up to you to erase the past, to start over, to choose how you want to live, how you want to feel everyday, so wake up and choose!
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