It's amazing how time changes things

It's amazing how time changes things

Yesterday I didn't go to the gym. Yes, I am human and I was feeling that tired and my bed felt that good that I rolled over and skipped out.

By the time I woke up, it was late and I had to go to work, so no time to write my blog. Now I write this blog, 5 days a week, 52 weeks a year for the last 7 years and I know I am blessed enough to have people follow me, so I feel guilty if I don't do it.
(One day soon I will get paid just to do this and won't have to punch a clock and can sleep in past that ungodly hour of 5 am!)

So sometimes I cheat and I run a best of blog, okay shoot me! Did you miss the part of me only being human?

Anyway, when I was rereading it, I've realized how much I've grown as a writer.
I was impressed with myself, not that it was horrible before, but I realized that I have gotten deeper. I now know my purpose and I think that helps, it flows now as I know this is what I was born to do.

Even my thinking has changed, when someone asks me what I do, I no longer say first that I am a professional organizer. I say I am a writer, I write a blog and I have just published my second book. That is who I am now, I know that with every fiber of who I am.
I am deeper with my writing and I know it comes from age, wisdom and the many lessons I've learned in the last 7 years since starting this blog.
I am even much better with my grammar. You will be happy to hear that my dear friend, Miss Grammar Nazi. Yes, I have grown in every way.

But what really amazed me the most, was that even back then, while I was in the midst of my storm I believed. While I was still in my verbally abusive marriage, while I was lost and broken, I still talked about hope and faith, I still believed. I mentioned my books, my NY Times bestsellers,  I talked about my international blog. I spoke about my new life and my own home and where I was going to go, even though I was nowhere close. I realized that even then, even when I had hit rock bottom and there were days I cried myself to sleep that I was grateful and gave thanks every day. I spoke it all that I have now into the atmosphere and believed it even then, even in the storms, even as the tears poured down my face and I felt lost and broken.
That shocked me, how much faith I had in my darkest hour. That I still believed that things would turn around even while crying myself to sleep.

Wow...that is huge, how many of you give up hope at first storm? How many of you say it's bad and you continue to say it always will be this way or you say everything in my life sucks? You don't give thanks for the blessings you do have, no matter how small they might be.

But here I was dying inside and yet I had hope and faith. I was praising God for what I did have even if it was just for walking me up.
Yes, I have big faith now, I am happy and at peace but to realize that I always had this strong faith makes my faith that much stronger!

So today my friends, remember even when you are in your darkest hours, pray, praise, hope and believe.
I am living proof that things will get better and that prayers do come true. Trust me when I tell you that time does change things.

"Be the change you want to see"
 
"And just when the caterpillar thought his life over...he turned into a beautiful butterfly"

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