Why spiritual awakening can make you depressed

Sometimes your spiritual awakening can make you depressed

I know recently I have been off, I am normally a positive person, but nothing gets to me. I have learned to have peace and joy in my life, I don't stress and I am always present at the moment. But recently I feel like the rug has been pulled out from under me, I feel off-kilter, not centered.

I had a lot of things coming at me recently, we all have life come at us at times.
But sometimes it feels like all the shit is coming at you at once. Like every time you get up, you get knocked down, you get back up, and then bam! Here comes another one that knocks you down again and this keeps happening. I also hurt my back and haven't been working out and that has also put me in this funk as exercise is my stress reliever and so combined together this has been a really bad time for me. I know I am at a point in my life where I am growing spiritually, I am opening up to becoming a better person and I am seeing all kinds of things differently.

I have learned more lessons in the last 9 years than in most of my life. It's because I am open to learning the lessons, even when I am going through a storm I am thinking "Okay, what am I supposed to learn here?"
Not why is life doing this to me? I know God has big things for me, I know all the things I've been putting out there, praying for are coming but it's the waiting that's killing me here.

Let's be honest we are all human, we want something and we want it now, we are a drive-through society. But I've learned that maybe we are not ready, maybe we are not prepared to go to the next step and there are still lessons we need to learn before we move there. I think sometimes you are changing on the inside so quickly and yet you still feel you are not where you want to be. You become more aware and you feel stuck, it feels like it's far from where you see it being and this makes you depressed.

Your concise awareness is more open and you see things differently but you still need to get rid of your old issues. I know I thought I was long done with my rapist and all that happened to me and Bam! He shows up in my life 30-plus years later. It definitely taught me I wasn't completely done there as it brought up many issues in me. So while your old issues are coming up, you have to deal with them and that's painful and that will make you depressed.

Even if your body gets out of whack during this time of awaking, your body is not going at its top shape, there is too much it has to deal with. And if you like me, a person who exercises every day and then you can't, you feel lost. Your depression is like a tool, you have to deal with all that's coming at you and yes, it gets to all of us from time to time but it's there to get you to your next step. You need to release your issues and deal with your awakening so you can move on to bigger and better things.

So today my friends, I am here to tell you it's okay, there may be many things coming at you now. You might feel like you are drowning and that you should be farther along in your life, your career, and your relationship but you are right where you suppose to be. These are the lessons, the breakthroughs to take you to your next level. Remember sometimes your spiritual awakening can make you depressed but you are awakening to deal with all your going through because you'll be there soon enough.

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"And just when the caterpillar thought his life over...he turned into a beautiful butterfly"

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