Why I cry

Why I cry...

It's amazing, that I sit here once again crying, I do this so often, so it shouldn't surpise me.

To think that only seven years ago I stood here broken and beat down and I didn't think I could put the pieces back together.

Then I thought about the time before when I was also in one of my darkest hours and I came to church because I had nothing and no where to go. I remember I sat there week after week crying.

I never thought I would ever be whole or happy again.The more I came, the more I gave my life over to God. Tthe more peaceful I became until one day I was standing here crying, but they were tears of joy for the peace I had in my heart. This is true gratitude, pure gratitude that comes from the heart, to know where you've been and how far you've came.

See in the time of your pain, while you are going through the storm, when your heart is breaking and you can't see the sun. All you can think of is how bad you are hurting and you don't see an end in sight.

I am here to tell you that if you give it to God, if you let it go, if you forgive, if you own your own shit then the pain will go away and the sun will shine again. If you chose to start each day with gratitude, you will see the change.

I pour out my heart and soul each and every day in this blog. I write about my happiness and yes, I write about my pain so that you can see that "This too shall pass"

To show you that  you can be at your lowest point but if you have faith, God will turn it around for you.

I'm here to let you know that each and every time, life will throw something at you. That everytime you get knocked down, you will be able to get up faster and you will become stronger. It will be because you know the stronger your faith, the bigger the blessing.

No one said this faith walk was a piece of cake, that once you turn your life over to God, everything was going to be all roses and smooth sailing.

No, that is when the real work is going to come in, the work of how much do you believe? How strong is your faith? To know that if you don't get your prayers answered right away, will you still have faith?

No, I didn't think this was going to happen to me, that I would have to endure more pain.

I thought I went through enough shit in my life, but when it did happen, it only made my faith stronger.

I've learned to grateful even when things are bad. See when it got bad yet again, the first thing I did was pray, my prayers were to help me get through this. I prayed that he would take the anger away and I prayed for the person who hurt me because I knew they truly needed God's help.

And guess what? Two weeks later after the hurt, I was at church being grateful for having my faith, for knowing that it will be okay.

I am here to tell you, I am crying at church, I am crying in my car, I am crying all the time because I have found my peace. I have the joy back in my heart and I know I am the child of the most high God and that no weapon formed against me will prosper.

Yesterday after a long day,

I took a long bike ride around my lake, I took in and appreciated all of God's beauty. I came back and did some yoga, connecting with the earth and my creator. After as I turned on my music and my lights in my back yard, I sat there listening to the sounds of my fountains and the birds, I took it all in. I sat in my peaceful space, truly enjoying being me and being alone, knowing I will be alright.

See I am happy with me, I am at peace and I feel joy in my heart. Will there be more trails in my life? Oh Hell Yes, that I am sure of but am I worried?

No, not at all, I know I have God beside me, it's all good and it's getting better and better with each day.

So today my friends, don't lose faith, don't think this pain will never end, I am living proof that if you have faith, if you have gratitude, if you truly believe, then all things are possible!

"Be the change you want to see"

 

"And just when the caterpillar thought his life over...he turned into a beautiful butterfly"

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